wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeelllllllp last night was the nine inch nails concert and it was bad ass. the light show was really sweet... kind of a mix of the tool show and the crystal method. i can now see why they have such a loyal fan basis. queens of the stoneage were bad ass as well, and im pretty sure the singer was drunk, but he bitched out a disrespectful fan and it was entertaining. their opener was Death From Above 1979, which was just a guitarist and a drummer. not all that great, but had a few songs that would be good for a mix tape.i had a really good time and im pretty sure lauren did as well, which is what mattered to me. we met up with some of laurens friends and headed to waffle house. i thought traffic was going to be shitty leaving, but we managed to avoid it all. anyways, it was a really fun night, and it was good to go to a concert again. although, i cant say i miss the muffled hearing the day after.... dammit for forgetting ear plugs

another great moment brought to you by fox's hit show cops, but not the new ones, the old ones in the 80s where they show anything (the clip after this was a crime scene investigation of some guy that hung himself at work), meet drunken david in lakeland florida.

(about mid way through the meeting of david, getting to the good stuff)
cop:  where you livin david?
dave: well my old lady left me boss
cop:  but where you living dave?
dave:  im...just mmwell
cop:  but where you livin right now david? are you a transient??
dave: no sir, boss im not like that... sir im an american
cop:  where you livin dave?
dave: well sir, my old lady left me boss,for another man, im livin on the road trying to find myself,trying to find a woman (looks into the camera)a woman who wont lie to me, wont cheat on me, just a woman to love me for me boss, hell, i dont even care if shes fat. i just want a woman to love me for me, i dont mind if shes fat one bit.
cop: how much you had to drink tonight dave??
dave: nothin.i havent been drinkin, and i didnt do nothin
cop: i think you're lieing i didnt say you did anything, but i know i didnt get called out here for you sitting here doing nothing.
dave:  no sir, boss i didnt do a thing. (they stand him up and start collecting his 'stuff' he had in the restaraunt to arrest him)
dave: (smiling) well, get my shit, this'll be nice, i didnt have nowhere to sleep tonight
(cops start taking him out)
dave: wait, can i finish?! CAN I FINISH!? (still looking into the camera)
good lord do i love old school cops... and lauren!!

welllllllllllllll, after having a string of fucking awful teachers lasting about 2 years... i now fully understand how georgia is fifty-ith in education, see they started evaluatiing the states at the college levels... they took one look at who the fuck was teaching us and didnt even start to look at highschools... its retarded, theres this imaginary standard in which all teachers "live up to" but its crap because they each have their own agendas and really dont give a fuck what the school says and nobody can really do anything about it. kennesaw was crap and my first two teachers at gwinnett tech made most day cares look like scientific research facilities. but the actual graduate class teacher is actually smart, teaches with common sense i wish there was a way change the way some professors (that word being used loosely) teach. i had a teacher that hated me because i didnt immidiately sympathise withe her b/c shes black... not saying im being a racist but, because i said taht they shoul dhave to earn their way through society just like white people do, rather than hand them things, because "their people ahve been oppressed for hundreds of years"... well so have the jews... but nobody seems to want to put any of them on welfare? i wish that the system was geared more to making people smarter rather than really just teaching students how to manipulate the grading systems to get by.

anwyays... at least i dont have to worry about that much anymore

something else i dotn have to worry about is being single and lonely. i compared thsi relationship to my others and the general anxiety that i had about randomly loosing my g/f isnt there, theres a wall in myheart that she seemed to walk around, rather than having to try to climb over like others. its so fun actually winning for once. usually when it comes to girls im the one getting dicked over, or cheated on, its so nice having the security ive longed for

i love you babe.

its late, but lauren did the new lay out on my journal, and i changed the title of all the pages since, im not necessarily pro alcohol or w/e. but anyways, laurens great... she always has been and she always will be, but i have to get up at 640am so my ass i out.

nite

so about a week ago i go out applying, and go in this one place, and wrote my name messy on the application, and forgot to put my phone number on the application and didnt realize it. well they called and i went for the interview today and got it... so now i work as a stock room employee at pier 1 imports. weird job, but wtf, it pays 7.50/hour, so thats a fuck load better than cooking in the jewtastic kitchen. i start suday night, ill work four days a week, and they know i want some weekends off to go down and see lauren and they said no problem, they said in a stack of apps they pulled 12, and they only pulled mine because i was the only guy to apply! and they need stock room help b/c from what i saw today, im working w/ 45 year old women, so, lots of lifting... its like... exercise and work... in one... sweet... i just wish lauren could be here more often, sucks being so far, but she knows i love her.

woo hoo! i heart lauren a whoooooooooooolllllleeeee motha fuckin lot!!!

well good news, theres been this girl that i have had a thing for, for a long time now, well we finally got together, and things are starting off slow, smooth, and perfect. her name is lauren and she makes me happy. we have a lot of fun together and i have been taking antidepressants for a while and days hen i dont take my medicine and im around her, im still really happy which makes the "getting better" thing much easier. school is going well, to accompany my new relationship, i would have to say life is going fairly well at this point. i got an 83 on my psychology midterm, and was slightly disappointed to be honest but its ok, i get to go see laurent in a couple days, so its not so bad, i wish she didnt live so far, but its ok, shes soooooo worth the drive. omg, my vaporisor comes in this week... anyways, life is good, im having more fun in life every day, like all the life lessons ive learned through all my screwing up are finally paying off in my life. people i dont want have faded away and the ones i want around ive kept and its fun. im not so stressed anymore, which is sweet. anyways, yep.

ry

what eating better food, and doing situps has gotten me so far, w00t!

hello. thank you for reading my journal. today i will let you have an insight into a few of my fave snacks for the book im writing... "pothead cookbook". in which all of the recipes will be, 'intoxicated user friendly'. today i bring you oatmeal surprise and sugar shock waffles. in which, i have discovered both one afternoon roaming intoxicated in the kitchen. lets begin

oatmeal surprise.
shit you'll need(cant spell ingrediants..)
1)Family sized bottle Hersheys syrup
2-3) Packets quaker regular oatmeal ( we all have them... b/c we eat all the other good flavors out of the variety pack... heres one to ditch them with!)
3-4 Big Scoops peanut butter

put in the microwave til hte peanut butter melts, this is amazing on 2ci!!! apply chocolate syrup and peanut butter to taste. use a lil water too to thin it out... yummm... not too much water tho... just enough to soak up the oatmeal powder

now sugar shock waffles.

2 Eggo waffles
tub of butter
brown sugar (always use brown sugar, AFFIRMATIVE ACTION GIVE THE BROTHA SUGA ITS CHANCE TOO!! and... looks less like coke...)
honey
maple sryup

ok, make a sandwich with the butter covering ALL the squares on the eggo b/t the two waffles,
use brown sugar to cover all the squares on the top of your now butter and 2 eggos sandywhich. pouring in a diagonal cross cut of the waffle squares (making triangles in the middle of the squares) and yes that matters, pour honey on top of your waffle, butter and negro sugar concotion. not too much tho. now, perpendicularly to teh honey, apply the maple syrup, coveriing hte waffles. feel free to make a star... or a smily face... enjoy


please try these things at home or let me know of ones you find one day in your kitchen